amie / nineteen / pennsylvania

previously strawberryweeed

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my day off

was actually decent for once

i slept in, had an appointment, did laundry, scooped my boyfriend, we made an apple pie together, ate pizza, watched workaholics, ate pie, and exchanged anniversary presents.

it’s not until tomorrow but i work tomorrow and will have no car

so today was a productive day

i’m content

now back to waking up at 5 for the next million days

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wanna hear a cool story

so today i went to my boyfriend’s after work

i guess i was really exhausted

because as soon as i hit the bed i passed out

i woke up with my hand in my mouth and drool on my face and in a pool on his pillow

i tried to play it off like nothing happened

but he totally saw it all

cutest girlfriend ever

i think so

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you were supposed to pay me back today

what a convenient time to ignore me

i want my 320 bucks for christmas

hmph

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Like this post
on some real shit ok. this was about two years ago, maybe a little longer. i have become a different person since. the person who took this picture will never return in my life and its for the best. i may not have that friendship with someone ever again. but im drug free and content now. i no longer get sick for months at a time now. im able to think. 

and, i can eat again.

fuck you

i’m so glad i didn’t turn out like you

i may be bitchy and defensive

but i’m not heartless

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so i guess taking suboxone wasn’t a good idea after all

i mean i’ve taken it before

just not the tablets

and not after 2 beers

hm. at least i feel better today

and so does jonathan

ok

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i feel fat

i don’t like my new hair

i’m coughing up yellow shit from my lungs

i miss my boyfriend

i don’t want to fold my laundry

can i just go outside and jump and roll around until i’m happy

oh and a beer would be cool

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